Joy Ride

Wrapping up my face in a blanket
Not wanting the world
To see me cry

In an arm held my heart, the other a hatchet
Fuck this world
Broken, I might as well just die

Asked why am I feeling this
What the fuck am I to say
Curse it be me, everything said

If I died, I wont feel this
I?ll be in a coffin, they say
I?ll die with my million words

I love you was hard to say
Harder to bear are the words returned
In my coffin, rather I lay

I love you, three little words
Dipped in blood, written in tears
In my coffin, may I rest in peace

- NIMROD
24-10-2003

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Nimrod Nimrod… I wonder why all your poems sound so angry, so sad and dark… It seems that your everyday life is full of frustration, stress, hatred and sorrow…
Please, Nimrod, take good care of yourself.
If you need someone to talk to, you know where to find me *winks*.

Last saturday, went to Leisure Mall with my family, trying to catch the movie “Infernal Affairs II”. When I bought the tickets, the staff asked me whether there?s anyone under-aged. Since my brother is 17 and we are watching the movie with parents, so I thought it would be okay to bring him along. However, she said they?re going to check his IC at the entrance. I’m like “come on~~ we are watching with our parents, he is 17 goin to 18, can lar….” but she said cannot… so we end up sitting at home watching pirated VCD after dinner…

It’s okay if the censorship board categorizes movies to 18SG, 18SX and 18PL. At least, they should give us complete version of the movie. But the fact is, the oldman censored all the so-called-violence and kissing scenes, yet still catogorize them as suitable only for audience 18 and above. Do we Malaysians look stupid to him? Can we not tell the difference between movie and real life? Even when all the violence and love kissing scenes are censored, people are still fighting out there, hugging and kissing each other in the open public, war still going on. It’s part of the society, it’s part of life! How can you hide the truth when they are everywhere?

I’m not discriminating against the elderly. I do respect them but the thing is the world is changing every day, every minute and every second. We should adjust our values and standards based on current situation. I’m sorry to tell you that:” Oldman, your set of values and standards are no longer suitable for the society~!! I suggest either you get the hell out of there, give your seat to the fresh blood, or you review and adjust your fucking standards~!!! ”

It’s ridiculous when the government wants us to support original goods, yet set so many rules and boundaries for it until we consumers rather purchase pirated products for “originality“. Imagine listening to 50cents, Eminem and Marilyn Manson without their “fuck”, “shit”, “damn”, that would be SO NOT ORIGINAL~!!!

My family wanted to support the movie by going to cinema, but they just won’t let my brother in. 4 out of 5 movies showing in Leisure Mall are categorized as 18PL, SX, SG including The Rundown, Warriors of Heaven and Earth, Infernal Affairs II, Mr. Fit. How would you feel when you tries to catch a nice movie with your family on a nice weekend, but you have a teenage daughter or son?

It’s just a movie, what damage or bad influence could it cause?! We are adults, we know the difference between fiction and reality. Teenagers have brains as well. Even kids know that WWF is fake!! All these censorship thingy will eventually benefit pirated VCD and CD sellers. Now we have good reason to support pirated goods.
WE WANT ORIGINAL~!!

Yea I’m back… The blog is finally active again…

I’m having a flu right now… so charm… *sobsob*

Is there anyone kind enough to lend me his shoulder or at least give me a hug? Evertime I fall sick, I feel like getting a boyfriend to manja… *blushes*

I’m having bad sorethroat that I sound like a man everytime I speak, light fever, cough… I NEED A BOYFRIEND~!!!! haha… you guys must be thinking that “this Joyce is really siao!!!”. Yea, trust me, I thought the same too. Must be due to the flu that has last for 2 weeks… or maybe the fever? or maybe lack of sleep? or maybe…. See… I don’t even know what I m talking about… =____= *blurness*